Missing someone, something, hoping I'll find one in you.
But as I continue to seek, I've proved myself wrong.
Why?..
Because you don't want to be someone I can call "FRIEND".
No I'm not mad or something, I'm just disappointed because I was wrong again.
Not that I don't expect it, just that I'm stupid enough not to trust myself again.
You know the feeling of being left alone after so much trouble you and them had done?
That kind of feeling you can't just described and discussed with someone.
That was the feeling of not having someone, something you can call friend.
The feeling of not having someone you can rely on, talk to like there's no tomorrow.
But you're not at fault, I am.
Because if I just, you know ignored the thought that you can be someone I can call friend and share the most stupid, silly story of my life and shared the same laugh and sorrow...
I couldn't be feeling this way and if I can just, just, uhhhm...
ENOUGH WITH THIS DRAMA, ME AND YOU IS ALREADY A FANTASY... Let's just accept this, oops there's only me in this battle. So allow me to moved on and stop bragging me you stupid MONKEY.
Haist, THANK YOU FOR READING .
BEST REGARDS 😘