That Feeling

There is a point in your life where you hang out with your friends often,

because they are the ones you have.

You've been single.

 And at some point, 

Yes, you have all the time you want.

You are happy because you can do all you want.

With all the people you want to hang out with.

And no one will make a fuss of the things you're doing.

No one knows all the things you do in a whole day.

It's just fun. You're happy.

One day you're going to wake up and thought that,

"I'll meet with them, I'll hang out with them and chill"

"Yea it's fun"

But you're gonna realize that,

It's just THAT.

It's empty. 

It doesn't have meaning. 

Or color . Or purpose.

Deep inside you're searching.

Searching for the heat inside.

The love. The care. The pain. 

That fill in that hole.

The happiness, that isn't just for a short period of time.

You need something.

Someone.

Someone who will see through you.

Who will give you chills and butterflies.

Who will give you that unexplainable feeling.

Unexplainable, where you couldn't contain yourself.

Couldn't contain when she smiles at you.

The way she looks into you, into your eyes.

When she's right beside you.

And you just don't know what to do.

Because you don't wanna ruin the moment.

That feeling. 

That feeling when you can show who you are,

Show your flaws,

Show what you can do,

What you can risk,

What you can give.

How much you can Love.

And how much you accept that person with all of your heart.