To my husband,
I saw how sparkling your eyes are when you look at them.
I saw how big your smile is when you hear them laughing.
I saw how eager you are to hold them.
You just see the beautiful side of them.
You are always telling me that you want to have your own.
You want a big one that can fill our whole room.
You are hungry for my touch because you are always thinking that we can make it.
I'm glad to know that you really want it.
Actually, I want to give you everything.
My love, my care and my sweet doings.
But there is one thing that I couldn't give to you,
And that is the child that you really want to.
I'm disappointed and annoyed at myself.
What did I do to not provide my husband that one wish that he wants to have?
But, destiny has already spoken.
I'm afraid that one day when I already told you the truth,
You will leave me with my heart broken.