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The Church Backslider

Does anyone know , the story behind that church backslider?

Do you really know who she is?

or perhaps , any idea why she ran away?


I heard some of them said , 

"she used to be one of the worship leaders",

"she used to be active in every ministry",

"she used to be so in love with the LORD", 

Well , she used to. 


ask them what do they think?

some say , " she forget about what God has did to her",

"she has backslide"

"she is self righteous"

"pride had took over her"

well , all of this are just assumptions.


No one knew that she's fighting alone.

Fighting alone , but she's in a place ,

where they say love is .


all along they just knew she gave up.

she won. they have been deceived.

she won proving that love never truly existed, 

in the place where love is.


She don't intend to oppose 

not even to fight. 

but they've felt being attacked.


She ran away 

after knowing the real truth, among the truths.

the truth that  no man can explain,

the truth , that no man accepts.

the truth that all man  wanted to tame.


For the truth is that , man wants to change "truth" , 

And that man wants "truth" to change for them.

She walked away after knowing how selfish man is.


she walked away after witnessing how man ,

changed the meaning of truth.

on how they gave they're own interpretation.


she has been dragged down by the people , 

she believed to lift her up.

they left her..

In her darkest hour.


what do  you think she would do?

what do you think?

if she were you? 

 would you stay in the place that's destroying you?


she's not lost.  to be sure.

she ran away from church.

but she did not run Away from Christ.

She stop serving the church , 

but she did not stop serving God.

church is a different thing from God.


She left , to stop them from committing sin.

she left to stop committing sin.

when she and the church are toxic to each other ,

better to stay away.

or it's her  against them, using the name of God 

to cover them up.

that would be pointless.


she let them talked bad about her.

pretended not to hear a thing.

she act arrogant , to help them.

you will know what I mean.

she ran away , cause she don't want to fight back.

she ran away , letting them do what they want.

 


she run away from church.

but not from God.

she will come back.

she's just waiting for the right time.

she's waiting.


She hasn't gave up yet. she just rest.

time will come when people will know the truth.

that she's only a church backslider , but not from God.