Good at first
For the first time I can say
"This will going to be the best"
Thinking that everything will be fine
all fine.
Until one day
Everything turns upside down
It's even worse than I think
Everything turns as hot as hell
Everything's painful
All those happiness turns out
Everything's all gone.
It's replaced into punishment and curse
Hoping to end it.
The one whom I think who'll support
and do anything to raise the flag
Suddenly change for little reason
Showing all the true colors
Behind those smile
is a hideous anger inside
Behind those sweetness
is a selfish beast inside
For the very first time
It became the worst part
All of my being suddenly change
From being happy to go to school
For new learning and lessons
It turns out to being nervous going to school
Facing out the living hell
How I wish I could turn back the time
All those good times
But I think that this was all planned for a reason.
A good reason
Facing the most painful challenges
To release all the hidden strength
You're the reason for this
I'll confront in front of you
Releasing all our hidden sufferings
Hoping you'll realize
We'll not coming back
if you'll continue
If you'll regret
then you should think for what you've done
To you, if you read this
I hope you'll change your mind.