The Day You Left

I wonder why you left

Making me feel like its the end

Leaving me in an abyss

Falling in an endless darkness

I'm so unbearably sad

That I feel like I'm going mad

I can feel my sanity slipping

Making me afraid of sleeping

And endure an endless nightmare

Wherein you weren't there,

To lull me back to sleep,

And make it all stop.

No, you won't be there.

And I would be alone.

I hope and I wish,

That stars would fall from the sky,

Just for the night,

Just for me,

So I could wish to bring you back.

But I guess the stars won't fall for me,

And you won't come back to me,

And they would want me to move on.

To start moving forward,

And to not look backward.

But I can't, not now.

Because it still hurts.

So much that I think I'm gonna die.

So I'm just going to hold on to it,

For now, in the meantime.

Because if I don't,

I might go insane for real,

And maybe, just maybe,

It will be the end for me.