The moment of…

Have you ever thought about something so much and then abandoned the whole idea all together because they were so many self-contradictory voices?

You just couldn’t decide what to follow as either thoughts or all the thoughts that you were having, sounded equally substantial. The internal conflict between what seems like right and right, where you run out of points to prove which the Greater right is. The restlessness and disturbance it ignites until you prove yourself wrong and at the same time right is a baffling state of mind. Tell me, how can you claim the dominance of one thought over the other?

That desire to seek the right, to understand the greater good; time until an answer is found is irritating and sometimes suffocating. Its only when you finally decide to leave it forever that the reality strikes you like a thunder bolt from the cloudy sky. That is the moment!

When you have tried the craziest of ideas to do something but still didn’t get the result you wanted and you give up thinking about it…that’s when it comes!

Yet another thought strikes, has anyone else ever thought the same thing? Do they have the same internal conflict? Do they too seek the truth? Are they aware about the internal conflict yet, or just oblivious about not being able to make out what is happening in their life?

Could it be true that a whole lot of the human population, just like we might look alike, also thought the same thought and shockingly, at the same point of time?! Of course at least once in your life you have jinxed with someone for saying the same thing together, haven’t you? This is just like that.

Would anyone ever know or realize that the person next to them might have actually had a same thought or might be in the same state of bewilderment until they are themselves aware of it or unless they are intuitive and telepathic? These thoughts never reached the tongue and thus remained unheard.

They say, sharing problems might help get a solution but you don’t even know why you are so restless or what that one thing is that’s bothering you. If only you did, could you communicate it!

At what moment did this thought come up, is now the question…