The Regret

Starting over yet again I flip those pages of that night. I wander around it once again and it leaves me in a state of regression to do that. I wont ask you to listen to me yet again, for the chances you already gave were enough but I was stupid enough to let you go. Taking you for granted was the biggest issue I guess.

He walks closer to me. A red rose that was surely burning though not to be seen by the naked eye. I watched him as he stepped closer..

"I never thought this would end this way" he said as his eyes reached out for mine.

It was hard looking back at him. The same eyes which once treasured immense love was now a sea of burning hate which was going to burn me in ashes never to be discovered again.

"I am sorry...this is all I can say" i said as I looked down.

He threw the rose over the concrete floor and held me by my arms rather shaking me.

"Do you think it will end with a sorry? Do you think this will fade away from my mind? How could you do that? I mean wasn't I enough?" He almost threw me away.

I understood him completely . He wasnt wrong either, I actually did something that's hard to digest in his place. If it would have been me, i would have done the same since being trust is damn painful to just inhale.

"I loved you, i believed you and this is what you gift me with"

"I am guilty"

"Will it delete that night?" He asked looking at me.

I kept mum. That was the last thing that i could do. I looked at him for one last time this time as he looked away from me.

I lost him and it was all my mistake. I admitted everything though at the back of my mind i knew that this is finally leading me to nowhere. Tears ran down but alas! There was no one this time to write them up.

No one to ask if I'm doing fine. No one to understand me. No one to look into my eyes and be proud to have me. No one to be there at times when my own shadow ditches me. It was the final end and i was left with no other option but to just...

REPENT..