She let out her last step that night. The world below her was like a miniature town....she knew it will be bigger the moment she lands there....but alas she wont be any longer in a state to push open her heavy eyelids and watch it around. An excruciating pain will summon her forever. She least care about it though as the brave decision she took in a haste was about to be executed. Pressing her eyes shut she thought of every single being whom she met...yeah some were like supporting characters in her tale...but most of them did hold a special place in her barren life.. she sighed as the last thing which came to her mind was the time when she had to take this decision. Travelling back in time she found herself meeting the same her some 3 hours back...
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"What do you mean you cannot get this going? What was my fault?" She asked panicked...
"Look...this aint working and you know well that my parents aren't agreeing to this" he said quite irritated...
"Please think once again...i cannot....please" she held onto his arm which he shrugged away...
"Please we are over on a serious note...bye"
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With that he left never to turn back again. She however felt like she had no reason to live though she had many... and hence she was here at the 8th floor of the building ready to have the final tour...
She breathed in one last time as she looked down and was about to extend her feet when a voice distracted her...
"Wait..."
She turned to find herself in front of her. Was it a dream? Or is she really meeting the inner self...in a dilemma she could just stare at her ...
"You aint doing this okay?" She said...
"Why wont i? Its my life..."
"Yeah n your rules right? But itsnot the case here..."
"Who are you to decide?" She was rude...
"No one knows you better than me and i know you agree to it"
"Stop the nonsense and let me die in peace" she said concentrating over the plan to end her life...
"You will die peacefully no doubt in that because after you die there isnt anything that can disturb your peace but what about what you leave behind?" She asked...
She thought for a moment...
"What about all those people? What about those favourite cloths? Those jewellery that you brought just recently thinking to pair them up on the special occasions...your incredible love for those mom's recipes? "
"You are wasting my time"
"No you arent angry because I am wasting your time...its just making you stop right here..." She smiled...
"Go away"
"I will but will you get back all these after you end up yourself for someone whom you know was just a character to support your tale? With your end will this tale stop? "
"What do you mean?"
"All i mean to say is...be brave not to make death win but to defeat it...get up and move on..
Show what he lost...the game doesn't end here....neither did it start here...there is long to go" she said as she vanished into the thick air...
She looked around as she looked below. The miniature world was still moving...may be some of them in it too had a broken heart inscribed within themselves...but they are still breathing ...
She stopped herself as she came back down...ready to give it a fresh start...
-Sheena ❣..