I remember how I met my first love.
He is my senior in my dream school and he is popular because of his looks.
"Eman!!!" This is what they always scream whenever he is coming. His name is the first sound that I always hear whenever I enter the university in the morning.
I, on the other hand, am just an average girl. I never showed interest at him in the first place because I'm too focus on my goal. Since I am in my dream school, I thought to myself that I should do everything to ace all of my subjects.I never come to any of the parties that he hosted. It is not because I am a killjoy but I want to achieve something.
I am a boring student. I know. This was me for my first year in College but it was changed when he noticed me.
I thought of him as a flirt. Since a lot of girls are into him, I thought that he is just wasting his time to me. I never even imagine myself to be in loved with him. So, I take him as a friend. At that time, it was enough for me.
However, I didn't know that he has a feelings for me. I tried to ignore it once but I, too, can't give him up. I tried testing him a lot of times but he surpassed it all. That is how I know that I need to give him a chance.
We became lovers. He taught me things that I never knew before. He taught me how to be a confident person and he pushed me out of my comfort zone. I feel like I am not that boring person anymore. He changed me to a better one.
Every year, our relationship is becoming stronger. I thought we will forever be happy since we are always happy.
However, an accident has happened. The accident put him into coma but I never get tired of waiting for him to wake up. I never lose hope.
One day, his parents came to the hospital and they blamed me. They called me names that I don't think I deserve but they still said it to me.
On that day, he also woke up.
His parents never let me enter his room but I heard that he has an amnesia so that means, he can't remember me at all.
I am desperate to see him that day but I never got the chance. I tried to visit him the other day but the nurse told me that his parents already brought him to another country so he can recover quickly.
I tried to wait for him for a lot of years. I continue studying while he is being my inspiration. I promised myself to find him when I got the chance so that I can tell him that I really love him.
I graduated.
I found a job.
I am now a writer.
It is now 10 years.
I still don't know where he is.
On this present day, I am currently having a fansign for my fans who read my books. It is the one that has our story.
I saw how a lot of people came and I'm very happy.
During the fansign, a girl approached me saying that her boyfriend really loves my book. She told me stories like how her boyfriend always cries whenever he reads my book and it hurts her to see him like that. She suggested that I should make a book 2 but I just smiled at her.
"I don't even know what would happen if he came back," I said.
I signed her book and happily gave it to her. She was about to leave when her boyfriend approached her.
"This is my boyfriend, author-nim. He wants to know if the character will have a good ending," she told me.
I smiled at her and hold her hand, "Actually he came back..."
She smiled at me widely.
"...but the boy already has someone. He never remember the one he once loved because he already loved someone."
She hugged her boyfriend and he smiled at me.
"What happened to the girl?" her boyfriend asked.
"She still loved him. But now she know that she has no chance, maybe she will try to moved on," I replied.
They left and I tried to smile for my whole fansign. I met him again but I never expected that he will come back like this.
People are asking for a Book 2 but I told them that book is already finished. The girl is not willing to fight for that love because she already know that it is done. She knows in herself that it hurted her so she promised herself that she should find her happy ending.
HER OWN HAPPY ENDING 💕