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Things She Will Never Tell You

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She will never tell you she is in pain for she does not want anyone around her to worry especially the people she cares for. She will listen to our problems, help you when she can but she will never show that she is hurting, even if the pain is too much bear.

She will never tell you about her fears, she will never tell you that she is afraid of feeling helpless, it is her greatest fear. For once, a long time ago, she had been helpless and it was the feeling she hate the most. The feeling of being in a situation she cannot control scares her but she will never tell you that. She will laugh and look brave but deep inside, she's filled with anxiety.

She will never tell you that there are times when she feels lonely, sometimes it feels like there is no reason to go on. But she keeps on fighting it, she will wear a mask in front of you, she will smile and act happy even if inside the dark thoughts are taking over, dragging her down and she is just about one step away from giving up.

She will never tell you that she cares about you instead she will joke around, tease you, playfully punch you never telling you how deep your place is in her heart. Because no matter how much she cares for you, she does not trust you. She had been betrayed far too much by people that she trusted in the past. She will never completely open up, at least not for a very long time.

She will never tell you about her past and her deep dark secrets. The reason why she is the way she is. She will never tell you that her innocence was taken from her by a trusted family friend when she was just eight. She will never tell you about the confusion and the pain and the feeling of helplessness that she felt then. She will never tell you about the nightmares that followed, the sleepless nights, the endless tears and thoughts of death and giving up. She will never tell you about the internal battles she fought just to get to this point of her life.

She will never tell you that she hopes to find someone who will understand, someone who will accept her for what she is. Someone she can open up to and tell her whole story without being judge. Outside she will act as if she does not need anyone, a strong, independent woman. But deep inside she is longing for someone to trust, someone that could free her from the prison of her past.


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this is so relatable. I love this. Thanks for writing this
You're welcome. Thanks for reading.
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