I'll try to act as if everything is okay...
I'll pretend unaffected when his name will be mentioned by my friends!
I'll just show that I don't care when his post appears on my feed;
I'll hide my pain behind every bittersweet smile written on my face...
I just keep pretending that there's nothing wrong,
That I am better than before;
That I am more than okay,
That I am totally moving on but,
I can't fool the world with these pair of eyes...!
I've been betrayed by my own eyes...
I am struggling so much;
I'm trying so hard but I always fail...
I still check his profile every hour of the day.
Small things still reminds me of him,
I still search for his face in the crowd,
I still close my eyes to see no one except him,
I still open my eyes to see everyone else, but not him...
I still think of him when I wake up and even before I sleep.
I miss him so much, I really do.
I had sworn a lot of times that I'll forget him.
I even wrote a Goodbye message but it was never been sent.
I have lots of words to say but I don't know how to tell.
I still imagine that we were supposed to be together,
I still dream despite the hurt and pain,
I still hope for I know that
Maybe with only one percent probability he also goes through the same,
Every day, every second, I know I will always take his sweet name;
Even though I may not let it be seen on my face,
Or I may not tell it to anyone,
But, deep down he'll always be in a corner of this small little heart...
And; Things Will Remain Hidden Inside.....