This night is forever!

Here's to the night we end up with a senseless fight!

 Why I m so damn emotional about your every action? Why can't I control my feelings for you when I know which you don't have for me. I know I m the silliest person ever known to you who always try to treat you as a normal person in front of everyone but deep inside i care too much for you that I even hurt myself in the same process. I don't know where I m taking this rollercoaster of my feelings, every single night seems too lengthy for me when I just lay down thinking about you, about us, about the moments we share.... 

 I cried the tears of joy, the tears of happiness, the tears of wanting more from you. Why I m thinking this much of you when I know that you don't even bother to have a single thought about me...

What's wrong in showing my care for you?

What's wrong in sharing my feelings with you?

What's wrong in telling you that I love you?

Was it just a casual lie when you said that you love me and want me to love you back? If not, then here I am, the girl who has a eternal love for you, who has this much courage to hold her self beside you.

Aren't she is the one you afraid to fall in love with...? Don't lie, at least not to me.

Meanwhile, I m just finding different ways; to get over this shit, to not over think, to just live believing that you love me as much I love you.

#living_with_fantasies