Sometimes I cry for no reason
I just find myself drowning in sea of tears
Without any reasons at all.
I feel grief, I suffer.
The only thing that can pull me out is your voice
Once I hear it, I can get up, I can fight,
You are my oxygen
Without you I can only think of dying,
You are a heroine that I get addicted
Your face always gets stuck on my mind
When I took a glance of you
I dream of your silhouettes,
A glimpse of heaven,
You have this sweet smell
That captivated my entire body
Sending me to paradise
You are my obsession,
That I can't handle beyond possession,
When you were gone
I was dragged into the darkness
To a pitfall where everything is a loop
I tried to find you but it seems like i entered the door to parallel universe
You were there and I was here,
The moment you left
You forced me to enter that door
As I walk through it
It's like an endless road
Like I am walking in a path of infinity.
You played me for a fool.
You took my heart with you
All that's left is the shattered pieces of me.
You are the reason I breathe
Yet painfully, the reason I'd die,
All this time I was tricked
You keep on coming back and pulling my heart out once it healed
I always thought I was crying for no reasons at all
I thought i felt pain because the blurry things in my life was already forgotten
Now that I realized,
The only reason i cry is because i can't forget about you
I can't leave you
I can't runaway from this misery that all started with eyes and smiles.
I can't tell you to stop because right form the start you made me dance on the palm of your hands.
You made me become the puppet of the show
You made me less human.