You know how much I value our friendship. We've been in each other life's for a long time. We've been into situation where our friendship have been tested. I had so much fun for all those years that we've been together. Those craziness, and reckless act that we did together. You're the most crazy and funny person I've ever known. I can't contain my laugh whenever I'm with you. Whenever I tried to be serious, it can be easily gone just by seeing your funny acts.
We're not perfect, yes. We fought a lot. We can't just agree to each other's belief everytime. We have different opinions in every situation. But, I believe that's what made us bestfriends. We're the kind of person who don't want to be with the "Yes person" always. We want someone who will give our opinion a bit of hesitation and will make us realize that having someone who won't agree with you is not a bad thing.
We blocked each other for I don't know how many times. We hated each other for something that other people would say was trivial.
But, time has come to us where we can't accept each other's preferences. We've come to a point where the walls between us has grown taller and we cannot see each other the way we saw us back then. I hate to admit that I've changed so much, and so are you.
I'm sorry for all those times that I made you feel I wasn't there. I'm sorry for wanting you to go back the way you used to be when we first met. I'm sorry for letting you think that I don't care. And I'm sorry for walking away.
I've been harsh in so many ways, but you know that I will not be sorry for it. That's how you met me, remember? I may be harsh, but, I can be your most reliable friend. And you know that.
You've been my bestfriend, my critic, my partner in crimes, and my sister from another mother. But, you're becoming that stranger again that I really hate. That girl who I never thought would be my bestfriend. That girl who always makes me feel bad just by seeing her. That's how you make me feel right now. And I am sorry for that. I've been your bestfriend and I've seen you grew to the person you want to be. But, please understand that I can't accept all the changes that you are showing right now. They say that when you love someone, you will accept her no matter what. Let's face it, it will not happen in reality. Especially, if the changes is not for the better. That's why you're becoming that stranger once again.
Hope that when we cross our path someday, I will be able to see that bestfriend I used to cherish. Cause, I realy miss her. I really miss my critic.