To the one who fall in love badly….
I know that you’re afraid to be left behind by your lover. I know that you’ve been through a lot in your past commitment. I know that you wanted to feel the love you never felt before. I know that you wanna be happy in your life now. I understand the frustration you’ve been through. It’s painful and it’s killing you but aren’t you tired of always getting the feeling of being the last choice? Aren’t you tired of getting the feeling of being used? You know you deserve well but why on earth you keep yourself in a fucked up kind of relationship and being shitted everytime but still you’re keeping the relationship? Is that because of the love or just because you are afraid to be left behind? Crazy but it’s true. You let them feel that they are important to you and it would suck if you lost them but do they feel the same? Well, just a reminder my friend, you don’t need to be that dumb! You see? They hurt you once and they might hurt you again. You can forgive but you can’t allow them to do it again, would you? You need to learn how to depend on yourself so can build a better wall for yourself. Let them through your life and let them stay if they are willing to but don’t force them to stay if they aren’t happy anymore. You can see the truth but don’t deny the fact. Keep yourself open to any possibilities and remember that worst is yet to come. Do not let them take your guard down and fall you to pieces again. Help yourself to deal with people without compromising your own happiness. Stay in love but do not let it destroy yourself. Happiness comes from yourself first before anyone else.