Dear You,
I know you're hurting again, I feel your pain. Believe me I know your struggles, your silent cries at night, your fainted smiles, and your unbearable heartaches from things that seems always falling apart no matter how hard you try.
It always broke my heart, knowing how cruel this world turned out for most. How a bright optimistic minds were overwhelmed by dark suffocating thoughts. Failures make us stronger they said, and I couldn’t agree more to that. Our failures push us to try harder, to endure more, to keep ourselves on moving forward. For failure doesn’t means “The end”, but instead it is a “break”. Giving us the chance to think again, to gather our strength, to exhale the past, and inhale a new beginning.
Things won’t always turn out as we planned, but it’s okay. It’s okay my dear. You may cry, let those tears wash away your pain. Be mad, and let your anger goes along with that agony struck within you. Scream, as loud as you can, until your lungs were empty of burdens that poisoning you. I’m telling you, it’s okay. It’s okay to be a mess, it’s okay to feel horrible, even flowers don’t bloom in all seasons. But promise yourself, when your tears dried out, when you already lose the energy to get mad at everything, when your body refuses to response on your woes, go! Take a leap of faith and rise again.
Never stop on fighting, never stop on believing. I know you are stronger than what they think you are. Don’t allow your self to get drunk by sorrow for so long. Never ever tell your self that you’re done and can’t make it. Though I know you’re tired and exhausted from struggling too much, with no one to turn to. I know how you wanted to lay your back and rest peacefully with someone you truly trust. I know you’ve always wanted someone to reach out and hold you tight. I’ve always knew, you’re longing for someone to fill something within you. But stay tough my dear, you’ve been this far alone with no one beside you. You’ve passed so many storms in your life alone, and yet there you are! – struggling but STANDING.
I believe you could always do whatever your mind has set. So, please believe in “YOU”. Love more of “YOU”.
All my love,
Self