I'll start this by saying sorry, I’m sorry it wont be easy loving a girl like me, who's mentally unstable. I’m sorry I’m not the perfect girl you have always wanted. I have my flaws, I make mistakes, I have insecurities, fears and weaknesses. I have scars on my heart and body. I have inner demons. I have truckload of insecurities and self doubt. There will be times I’m super sensitive, fragile and emotional please don't turn your back on me during these times. There will be times I’d think I’m not good enough, but please tell me I’m more than enough for you. There will be times I would doubt you or your love for me but all you need to do is reassure and show me, there will also be times I would ignore you, your text, chat, calls or even block you but please don’t give up. I can be annoying at times, I can be difficult and stubborn at times, but never get tired and never give up on me. Please be patient, because I was too comfortable with being alone that I might do things on my own accord. I've long forgotten the possibility of sharing my happiness with another person. Please be understanding, my moods change in a heartbeat you wont even believe that I’m capable of doing such, I even get mad spontaneously. Please dont judge me for my weird habits, I'm a girl with boyish manners. I've been around men comfortably enough to adapt some of their actions, don’t take it the wrong way if I try to stand up on my own instead of holding on to your outstretched hand. Love me with everything, I don't mean material things, love me wholly, love me with certainty. Stick by my side and love me not just on good times but also during hard times. Love the anxious, clingy, needy, moody, possessive girl in me. Spoil me and I will spoil you more. Love me and I will love you deeper. I can keep my promises so please keep yours also. I love selflessly and unconditionally. Lastly, please stay. Stay before you ask for my heart make sure you're willing to give me yours wholly, no buts, no ifs, no second thoughts, no conditions. Don't ever leave no matter how hard it is to be with me. Dont let me go. So before you hold my hand be a million percent sure that it is the hand that you want to hold for the rest of your life.
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