Let me call you caramel, my bitter sweet caramel
With you, I have discovered the side effects of falling in love
I run out of ideas
I can’t put my thoughts into words
I can’t even concentrate in my writing
Everything about you is blurred
Even US
Oh, wait. There is no us
Just YOU, taking your time laughing at my jokes
Coming to me when you are bored
Running toward me when you are dissatisfied
And there’s ME
Hopelessly waiting for your reply
Fighting the night
Just to get your short reply
There’s me
Wanting your sympathy
And there’s you
Depriving all attention from me
Dear caramel,
My bitter sweet caramel
You take me to an emotional roller coaster
You break me into pieces
Every time you smile and laugh
And whisper words on the computer
I always wait for your reply
Even if it takes hours passed the night
Even if the sun has already risen
I still wait for you
Hoping you can find a space for me
Despite your busy schedule
Sometimes I feel
That I am the only one holding to this dream
"Wake me up!"
A lot of times I'd tell that to myself
But I can’t find the courage to stop myself from adoring you
Yes, adore.
Because I still can’t figure out
How I feel for you
But I know for sure
That it’s something special
Dear caramel,
My bitter sweet caramel
I adore you
But you make me feel blue
You make me fall
You make blush
But you always leave me hanging
You sometimes,
Most of the time,
Make me feel like a trash
Funny because trashes can’t feel
But I do
So I decided I should stop
Because I am losing myself to you
But you already lose yourself to someone else
Dear caramel,
My bitter sweet caramel
You shold know by now why I keep calling you caramel
Good bye for now
If ever you chance upon this
Please note that I fell
You made it seem like you were willing to catch me
But you never did
I guess you never will
Caramel, my bitter sweet caramel
I’m more than just your late night joker
I don’t want to be seen
I want to be felt