Dear World,
Have you ever imagined how is like to see through glasses?
Then Let me Tell you How does it fell like, You see you get wasted, your dreams shattering, yourself vanishing, and still you wish it’s just a nightmare, but it isn’t.
Sometimes I Wonder how does it feels to awake the morning & see the world without those black lines of glasses, to see clearly how could I look without it, unfortunately it will be only a dream.. I Know I shouldn’t be complaining & that it sounds ungrateful of me to say like those things when thousands of people are suffering from things much more worse than me, but as I am a human been like everyone else I only care about myself, thinking I’m the most miserable person in earth…
Yet after thinking, I’m not really that sad, I got at least the chance to take a pen & a paper & write about what bothers me, but some people don’t have even this ability, so! I’m not the most hopeless girl in the world!!
It’s true that I went trough a lot in an early age, But that’s what life is about, good moments & bad times, I used moment with good because happiness don’t last for long, happiness is those few seconds that we enjoy without thinking about consequences or what will happen after that.. Then I used time with bad, because sadness is the time that starts after those few happy moments & which last for long... I kind of like those bad times, if they didn’t exist I wouldn’t have appreciated the good moment that much and I wouldn’t be that strong & even smart & as a quote says : “What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger” and that’s the point from the bad times, it’s those hard lessons which the teacher try to explain but you still don’t get it till you pass the exam & fail, we feel we are good for nothing and cry but afterward we get up on our feets, revise the lessons & fight to get back our self-respect & to show the teacher that he got the wrong idea about us, we pass the exam for the second time and succeed, ending up with the best mark in the class, here comes the good moment the glory moment, surely before starting to think about the other exams & what comes next..
Those lessons are what make life easier one day after another, & as life is passing our time is passing too, who knows how much he got to live? Maybe we are du to die young, leaving our families crying our youth, our angelic faces, our cute smiles, our positive view to life, our unfulfilled dreams, our unachieved goals, our unborn babies, our unlived life... But what if we were to come back to life again, what we will be doing before dying? Perhaps I would wear a dress under rain, spend a day in an elderly care home & be their lost grand-daughter, Love the silly boy of the class & spreading love!! I’ll do all what will make me happy “I’ll live everyday like if it’s my last day”…
Badly, death is the last lesson of life, but after getting it we can’t fix what we have missed up in our lives, because it’s already too late!! we are underground, I wish just if people could understand this lesson from other people’s experiences, Like the rich man who died suddenly leaving a companie that worths billions to his most close relative, the son of his uncle’s daughter that he had never seen, after hearing such a news we feel pity for that man but we never try to put ourselves in his place, this unluckly man would probably preferred to have a family rather than to have a wealth, but “we” the living people all we care about is getting more money, it’s true it can be sometimes for good reasons, but are those reasons really enough to loose our joy, our happiness, our life for?
Don’t waste your life in thinking what tomorrow might brings, because tomorrow might never come, so since there’s a breath live, since you have good teeth smile, since you look pretty get dressed up, since you re young get crazy, since you have a warm heart love, since you have a family enjoy, because tomorrow you might die, tomorrow you might look old and unattractive, tomorrow you might lose your adventure spirit, tomorrow you might be heart broken, tomorrow you might be alone, tomorow you may not exist anymore..