Turned Into A Stranger

"Hi" that was your first message to me.

For a long period of time you became my other half, someone whom I can count on and someone who is always there when I need to rant about everything. You became the person whom I wanted to spent my whole life with, the man whom I can call my the one.

You always let me win when we have an argument. You're always down to your knees and beg me to stay. I was so lucky to have someone like you who is afraid to let me go. I was so lucky to have someone who is always there for me and never leave my side.

But I was so blinded by the idea that you will never let me go. So I became the monster that I didn't mean to be. I didn't realize that everything that came out to my mouth hurt you so much. I didn't realize that I am hurting a soul and because of that I pushed you to your limits.

You became someone whom I didn't thought you can be. You turned into a stranger who didn't care about me nor my feelings. You build your walls around you that I cannot destroy even if I did my best to break it. You go back to your old bad habits. I tried my best to be in your life again but you never let me in.

The "I love you so much" turned into "I don't know what to feel anymore"

The "I will never leave you" turned into "I cannot take this anymore"

The "I want to spend my whole life with you" turned into "You will find someone who will love you better"

And suddenly...

The "hi" turned into "bye"