How can you stop harboring a feeling from a man who keeps on telling himself that he's gay?
I wanna hate him for how he bluntly say it.
I wanted to scream at him to stop.
I don't wanna hear any of it anymore.
Why do he acts as a man and keep saying he's gay?
He always talks about other men? How they are cute and handsome.Then I ask why do you think your gay? then you'll says it's complicated. Your never wanted girly things, you never like make ups......... no to dresses, just boys.
Well it's really complicated.
I hate that i love a person like you, that sometimes I dream that you were just real but your not.
I wanna ask you to stop being there when i need someone. Stop caring for me cause its hurts more than the silence you could give to me. Sometimes i could say to myself i don't want you attention but there you are giving credits, helping me out, acting as if your a man who had s thing for.
Oh just please be a man! or I'll say Please enough just be a gay, I still accept you.