an ordinary school girl that has always dreamed of finishing her studies and entering university faced an unexpected issue. since 6th grade she began having some thoughts that made her worry , at that time she didn't know that it will be her lifelong disease.When these thoughts increased she find herself moving in an enclosed circle so she told her mother and then they decided to see a doctor. And then she knew that she had ocd "obsessive compulsive disorder" . the shock.... at first she didn't take it as a serious matter as this disease doesn't have physical symptoms but then these thoughts began entering her entire life . she became hesitant about everything. she went to many doctors to be cured and she took medecine but nothing worked.At home she cried , she felt pain and everything you can imagine.this disease continued with her for 5 years.5 years of pain,of sorrow and sadness. they told her noone can bear you and you won't get married but she was confident that someone will love her like she is , someone will help her , will love her so much that she will feel relieved ,someone that no matter what happens to her no matter how badly she is dressed , no matter what difficulties he will have to face because of her disease , he will be with her because he love her so much that this disease will not be able to make him just think of her as a burden ,will not make his beating heart stop loving her ever. Now she is in high school and still has this disease. but she went to another doctor who asked her to fight these thoughts just to say no to anything that bothers her.At first she was desperate that nothing will change as always but then hope started to appear ,she began fighting of course she didn't win every"war" but at least this time she wasn't defeated ,she was strong and at least she tried. Now she is better but she is not cured yet ,she is still fighting waiting for a victory . She learnt that everything has positives and negatives.from the positives of this disease that it inspired her in her poetry as she writes poems.So nothing is totally bad.I can't end this story cause she hasn't ended her war yet so to be continued....
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