Hey,
Confessing my love for you was very painful the second time around. It’s like Erza Scarlet’s thousands of swords was stabbed and killed my crying heart. You even manage to laugh at my confession like it was some kind of a joke. How heartbreaking and embarrassing was that? You just broke a woman’s heart. And that woman loves you so much. But now, I'm ready to let go of all the things that holding us back to be free. I'm now ready to uproot all the thorns that bruised our hearts. My love, we're finally free. I'm finally letting you go. I don't know if this words will reach you, but I just want you to know that I'm all set to move forward, leave everything behind, and try to be better in the process.
Goodbye to my feelings for you that made our friendship fell apart. I didn't mean to feel this way towards you. I’m sorry for crossing the line. You were the first guy to whom I share my problems and thoughts with. You're the person who knows my ups and downs, my likes, my distress, my everything. I actually didn’t see it coming. Well, even the leaves would fall for you, because of your sweet, thoughtful and vibrant personality. But then again, I want to shut down this feelings for you. I know it's not going to be easy, but I know I can get through this.
Letting you go means setting myself free from the pain brought by this unwanted love. I need to set myself free from loving you. More than hope I believe that I will learn to be happy without you. More than hope I believe That someday, I will be able to look into directly straight in your eyes and proved that I don't love you anymore. Goodbye to that woman who took everything you did in a wrong way. Goodbye to that desperate woman who believes in fairytales and happy endings. And I just want you to know that I’m finally letting go of that woman who loves waiting, who loves being someone else just to please you and that woman who loves you that much that she did crazy things she didn’t ever imagine. It’s time to start over wearing my own skin to finally be happy.
I know it will be hard for me to say goodbye to you, but I need this. To fully heal myself and be happy, I need to get you out of my system. I need to pick myself up piece by piece. I want you to know that it will pain me big time but if it's for you I will endure everything in the process. Even though it means there’s no rays of sunshine when I woke up. I never want to leave. I’ll hate the goodbye but I’ll try to carry on. More than hope I believe that you know that you’re one of the most important fraction of my life, and I just can’t forget all the memories I had with you. The laughs and giggles, cries and sadness, those days we own the night, I’ll treasure it forever, and always. Forgetting you would be the hardest fight but for now, I’m glad to find the nerve to finally say goodbye.