What I want to tell you

"Are you okay?" You asked.

If only I could remove this mask.

Look into my eyes.

Please try to see behind this smile.
I'm feeling cold, please hug me.
Am I this good in hiding,
That you can't see?
That inside, I'm breaking.
There's so many things I want to tell you.
There's so many things that I don't know where to
Start.
Will you understand me, if I pour
Everything out?
Will you judge me?
Will you think im crazy?
You don't know,
How heavy it feels.
Save me.

I'm dying.

I'm a coward so I say

"Yes, I'm fine."
I'm smiling at you but in my head
I'm screaming

Please stay.
Ask me again how I feel.

And again.

And again.

And again.

Until i give in.

Please don't just turn away.
Don't just say "okay".