Lies, promises, and death.
They all compose the human's flaw. Things that scares me the most. Things that makes me hate the balance of life. If there's good, there's also evil.
I'm alive but dead inside. Drowned with lies, toasted with promises, and on the verge of death. Living but dying. I could have lost it but I choose to ignore. I shrug it off and put up a smile. I should've listen to myself. But I refused to know the truth. It's better to know less.
You're different..and I believe that. I expect for more because I know you're worth it. But you disappoint me. Again? You came running late again to fulfill it...like you were sorry like you really mean it. You said "today" but years had already gone by. Huh, that's sugar coated. I'm tired of waiting for nothing. I need not to wait anymore. You can stop now. It will do us both a favor. I will never be hurt again and you will never be sick being with me.
Maybe it's over for you. But for me it's not. You left me those unkept promises that turns out to be all lies. You are just like all the hypocrites. You left me nothing but scars that cannot be patched for eternity.
I'll carry it forever 'til I die. I will haunt you through your dreams. I will dug a tomb for you. 'Cause it is the place where you'll repent your sins. Never forgive, never forget, no mercy. I'll never stop 'til the day you beg for forgiveness. But you'll be buried with shame. You're soul will stink like garbage. You will rot in agony. Because that's how it is. This is the place of your last resort. It's where you hide and suffer from the game you, yourself, had set up.
Game over. Go repent and die on your grave! Because that's where you lay down!