Words aren't enough to explain what I feel
Bitterness and pain, that I cannot heal
Loneliness and sorrow, stuck in my heart
I tend to break myself apart
"Help" I think I do not need
I'm fine on my own, is what I believe
But why do I still get hurt when they leave?
I thought that being alone is what makes "me"
How can I push these feelings away?
The feeling of always putting myself to blame
That all I carry is chastise and shame
I want to heave these thoughts far, far away.