Please, return to nowhere.
To tell you frankly,
I am incapable of love.
I'm not numb,
Nor ignorant of the feeling whatsoever.
So, unless you give me
Enough reason
To put effort for "us."
Give me endless emotions,
The intensity of every flow,
Of this so-called romance.
Prove to me that you are worthy,
That I am worthy,
For believing that I
Somehow, can love you
The way you love me.
Unless you give me
Enough time to find myself
In darkest parts of my world,
Don't offer your heart
For a person such as I.
Because darling,
Unlike mine,
I won't be able
To take care of it for you.
Don't love someone
Who can't offer his or her heart in return,
Who can't reciprocate
Every piece and every drop
Of his or her tears for you.
You'll be left out
Away from the galaxies,
And would therefore
Turn like me.
Pseudo
Image from Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
I think the most award-winning
Lie I've ever committed
Was to tell myself that I am very, very happy
With the worst decision
Of having our precious times,
Having our joyful moments,
Having our wonderful days,
Having our love,
Having the idea of us,
Having you
Not forgotten,
But fully erased forever
Not only in my memories,
But also in my life.
And for all of the mistakes
I've made,
This is the one,
That made me learn;
You are the one,
Who taught me
To fool myself
For falling in love
With a complete stranger
Who would later on,
Who would still,
Despite of all
Of the experiences together,
Remain as a stranger.
If I stay
If I stay,
Please tell me that
I am your universe.
Start talking about
The heavenly bodies,
The stars and how they shine,
The planets and how they revolve,
The very fabric of time and space
And how you compare them to me —
Because we need more time;
I need more space.
If I stay,
Please say everything you like
About the way I am.
I need to hear my flaws,
And how should I correct
Each and every mistake I got —
Because I want you to love me
In the most perfect way could be.
If I stay,
Please endure all my pain.
I want you to see my tears,
To hear my cry
Under the pillow
And the midnight sky.
I want you to feel what I feel —
Because I need you...
To understand every detail
Of why I needed to leave you.
If I stay,
There wouldn't be any love
That could prevail between us.
Talk about the cosmos
And the void of space —
That's how cold it is.
Say everything about me,
And show it, don't tell —
But love doesn't seem to exist
In my system anymore.
Endure all the pain,
Feel all the burden,
Yet I am numb.
So if I stay
I WILL stay for you,
But promise me
That one thing's for sure —
You will be
The one
Who's going
To leave me behind.