I know you are still here.
Lingering around, the fragrance you have, the smile on your face, it is still with me.
Yet i push you away.
You might think that my heart is made of stone and i have no right to feel low; Yet i push you away.
The love, the passion, the fire between was awesome, the support you gave me was unconditional; Yet i push you away.
You comfort me, you beg me, you asked me to give it a thought. Yet again, i pushed you away.
You think of me as a liar, a fool and a cheat. I know and i still feel it not possible to tell you that i m not a cheat.
I still curse me for that all happened to me. I see you, my baby, going through the rocks and odds. Yet again i could not tell you what happened that day.
I could see how much you love me. I could see how much you started seeing a future with me. I could see the moment when you wanted to start and end your life with me. Yet again...
Had you not been in so much love, i would have never left you. Had i never been a part of your future, i would have never left you. But i cannot tell you that i couldn't see the life that i m passing through, i couldn't see if there is yet life to live, to see you in success or to be a part of you.
Had i been a stone heart, i would not have let you go...
I thought i could tell you this so you won't hate me. I thought i should say so that you won't hate yourself for loving me.
Yet again... yet again my fear of you staying by me and leaving your life kills me every moment i wish to tell you. It stabs me every minute i wish i could tell you how much i love you.
Yet again i wish everything would be forgotten. Everything was the same just like before. But i wish, we would never meet. And i be forgotten forever and lost in the memories in you.