You

why is it soo hard to forget you?

why is it soo tiring to think of you?

You see, every time I went online and see to being online, i still hope that even if the topic would be none sense you'd still talk to me.

I know how strongly prioritize your dreams, me too.

We are on the same side of the boat but i had time to waste for you, if you ask.

I can't get you out of my mind, i keep worrying that at least you me tell a bit of your problems.

that's all I need of you.

Were both hanging by a thread yet I feel i was the only one struggling. 

I'm losing my balance fearing that i'd fall.

the truth is that I'm already broken and i expect too much from you to fix me.

I wanted not to expect from you, but when I think I'm already there you pull me back.

I wish your just cold  or ignored me from the start. 

or didn't help me when I'm in troubled, guess you were right i assume and overthink too much, just like now.

I keep thinking of you wishing you were too.

well, those were just merely thoughts that i know it isn't.

and I'm randomly writing about you.