You know what?
I'm tired.
Being the peacemaker of our own war, I am really used on always making the best way for both of us.
But now, I can't...
I'm sorry if all those happy nights are now cold. I just realize that I can't handle the fake love that you are showing to me anymore. Now, there's no spark nor slow motion. I'm afraid that I got no feeling because I already feel the NUMBNESS of my heart.
I came to you as a sweet girl but you've changed me. Now, I'm afraid because I didn't know myself anymore. I was once a free person who is open in social life. Now, I feel like I am in prison because of you becoming possessive to me. I feel like I'm in a small world. Before, I am so happy to meet you. But now, I want to escape from your world—your greedy and prison world.
I thought I can live like this forever. I thought someday you'll change. But in everyday I'm with you, I feel the pain. I feel the same way.
So now, I want to end this all. I'm gonna leave you behind with nothing to expect from now on. The moment that YOU STOP CARING, I ALSO STOP TRYING.
Goodbye my love or should I say (ex love).