I miss your eyes
Why can't I see you?
Maybe I am still afraid…
Afraid to meet your gaze
Afraid to take a glimpse of you
Afraid you might caught me
Staring at you
Staring at your face
Staring at my favorite part of you
Staring at your deep eyes
The one I want to be drown with…
Forever
Those eyes of you, it's perfect
Perfect and thoughtful
Perfect and wonderful
Perfect yet fragile
Your perfect eyes cries the perfect tears
It was clear,
It was precious
It was making kaleidoscopes in your eyes
It was…beautiful
But I was a fool
I was wrong to did that to you
I'm sorry
That's why…
That's why…
I'd rather not see you than break you
I'd rather miss you than hurt you
I'd rather suffer than see your tears again
I loathe myself
I loathe myself for making you cry
I loathe all of me for making you felt the most pain
So, I…
I'd rather look away than see those pair of eyes
I will never forgive myself if I'll see you cry
It's just that…
It's unforgivable.