You're My Kind of Have You Ever

Have you ever been so in love with someone?

Someone that you love so dearly that you swallowed all your pride, high hopes, and all the rightness in your life principles to take a grip on it?

Of course, you did.

We all did in some part of our lives.

But, the one I'm talking about is the love that caused your whole being to tremble whenever he's near; the love that made you forget all your common sense and start earning you stupid or made you mess around the ways and means that you knew by heart because of a sudden mini heart attack just because of seeing him.

The love that made you see the difference in anyone and everything.

The love that made you see the bests in his worsts but still appear perfect in your eyes. The love that made you go laughing by yourself for 3 days just because of a corny 5-word-text-joke.

The love that makes you smile throughout the day.

The love that is so sweet and genial and doesn't have any physical contacts yet so electrifying, majestic, and addictive.

The love that you have as you grow...

And that love was the most excellent thing you know;

But now, it's a totally NO-NO.

Seemingly, a crime.

Because ...

You grew apart from that love,

Just as the twig of a tree to its roots, opposite in poles, taking a diverse course.

But have you ever wondered why the twigs would eventually die without the roots or the roots would become senseless without the twigs? Because they have the same soul, the same avenue of life, the same line of the innermost core.

They can never be separated.

They can never go away from the other no matter what way or path they would go- no matter how deep the roots would dug-out or how high the twigs would seemly fly.

They can't be taken from one another unless you wanted them dead.

Have you ever had a love like that? A love that made you (him&you) once, a real whole strong and hard stuff, when you were so young as a seed, never been matured enough to fight against the trials of sprouting?

Have you ever wished that you were never put and planted in the soil? So that you'll never have to grow?

Have you ever had a person but never have him?

Have you ever loved a person while somebody else was loving him?

Have you ever wanted to embrace a person tightly while he's in the arms of someone else?

Have you ever prayed for a person who's been with someone who's wishing him throughout her life?

Have you ever envied a girl that you never dreamt of becoming like her?

Have you ever had that chance to say your real feelings aloud without being anxious about what others might say?

Have you ever been taken by someone else while you're eternally taken by a person synonymous with your definition of LOVE?

Have you ever get yourself broken each time you're fixing yourself?

Have you ever thought of these things before?

Have you ever hurt yourself while making it whole?

Have you ever had a love with a love that's beyond love?