Harsh are not my words
But is your behavior
After losing on my patience
I have no fear
Sorry?
Sorry?
Why are you saying?
You don't even know,
what you're mistaking.
By saying just sorry
You ain't escaping
It never made a sound
When my heart was breaking
Sorry isn't the heal
Of what you have did.
You must know that now,
You are not a kid.
You are busy tell me clearly
I will be hurted barely
But you told it rarely
I waited 4 months nearly
It was my mistake too
I always took it casually
You took me for granted
Ignoring me gradually
Whenever I told you that,
You always had some reasons.
I waited for so long
To talk, do you need occasions?
Once
Just once
I expected you to speak
You never did and
I got used to it quick.
You had changed, no doubt.
You accept it or not.
I had to change to survive,
Though I wanted it or not.
I preferred to write
And avoid the worst.
Not bursting into tears
But let my word burst
After 3 long months,
You just came back
Things had changed,
You didn't have a track.
You found and said that
Dont We lack conversation?
For last 3 months
Didnt you have that question?
Like always you said sorry
I told you I am fine,
But to talk normally
I just need some time
Some time
Baby some time
Why do you even need time?
Are you punishing me this time?
You don't give me any time.
Said you for a couple of time.
I got frustrated this time.
Now I was in dilemma
To tell you or leave it.
You were in your own world
I doubt you would believe it.
Unable to coincide our worlds
I finally could put it in words.
You never found appealing
My feelings and what I am dealing
I am tired of this session
Trying to save your impression
Your questions in succession
Explaining feeling of depression
Stop
Please stop
Stop being possessive
I just want to be positive
If you love me really
And want me back normally
Please wait for me kindly
Like I waited for you blindly
Trust me, we'll be in touch,
You won't have to wait much
Coz I know how much it hurts
Yours Lonely Wordburst