24/c block
Blue Bird Apartment
Ramnagar
Dear You,
Do you remember the day we first met? Offcourse you remember, don't you dare to forget about it, else I will kill you. Kidding I can't hurt you.
Do you know what I love about that day? You, yeah I know you know that, but do you know the second thing I love about that day? Apart from you I love most of things or you can say everything about that day, but if I have to name one particular thing I would say, I love the way you hold my hand that day, so gently so softly, the way you hold it tight when I say I think I have to go now. Tell me one thing you don't want me to go that day right? So the way you hold my hand, gosh and the way your eyes speaks please don't go, believe me my heart melt for some seconds.
I so want to meet you again, waiting eagerly to see you. One more thing why don't you reply me back? I mean I wrote you almost everyday and I haven't heard from you in decades. You know everyone says you don't live there anymore, but I know you live there only. You are angry with me I know that's why you are not replying my letters, but don't worry I will apologize till you forgive me.
I bought a new dress yesterday, green color, with lots of flowers on it, I will wear it on the day I will going to meet you again. You know even the thought of meeting you again made me excited, mom says I can meet you once you will be back and once you will forgive me. Last night I cried, I was missing you so badly, please forgive me and please come back to me. I know you are upset because you don't want me to go that day but I left. Ok, I promise, I will never ever going to leave you again. Now please forgive me. I think you should start coming to college again, else you will going to fail this semester and I am not going to help you this time with cheating. Ahaah kidding, you can always count on me.
Do you remember the day you came to my place, and the kiss which was supposed to happen was missed because of my dogs? So sorry for that day, somehow everything messed up that day. Are you angry because of that? I am sorry for that, you know even my dogs are sorry. I don't know because of which incidence you are mad at me?
Tell me how is your injury, I completely forgot to ask about that. I hope its healed by now. I got scared that day, seeing you in so much blood, I don't want to remember the incident again, but I am scared now, I know you are fine just I want a proof this time. Hey, do reply me this time. I promise I will make everything right for both of us, but you have to talk to me at least for once. Everyone says you are gone, but I know you are here only.
This is my 51st apology letter to you. Please na maan jao ab laut aao ab...
From:
Me
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Kuch log chale jaate hai akela chodkar,
Bahut yaad aate hai yaadon ko sochkar,
Kuch akele jeena seekh lete hai,
Kuch yaadon mai hi zindagi dhoond lete hai...