I almost accidentally called you today,
Oh wait yes this means i still have your contact saved,
I was excited, it was a good news you came in my mind first,
I grab my phone and speed-dial almost,
I heard a voice inside my head "he's gone"
I focused on that voice and it says more and more
I came back into senses, first excitement fade away after that the eagerness to tell you,
Is it going to be like this from now on?
Even in my happy thoughts i will feel sadness from now on?
I don't know how to end this misery of mine,
I couldn't delete the contact so i made few alterations,
Now its says "Deleted Contact", but really? No just metaphorically...