We are born and when we gain sight we look to the world with curiosity and when we gain the ability to talk we start asking so many questions. We grow up to learn with minds that accept the impossible and a will to climb the highest mountains. We become what we've learned, good or bad; doesn't make a difference. We fall in love and start experiencing the chemistry of body and soul. Some manage to keep this relation until death do they apart, and others manage to break hearts or get theirs broken. We graduate seeking the dreams that we believed it's possible. Some succeed and others fail to reach their desires. It all depends on how you defined the word possible. Time passes in light speed and many seek different directions trying to end their story the way they planned for. Some reach out their dreams and others get lost in a world of imaginations, thinking that they are walking the right path.
Clock is ticking and only a few years left, you feel it but still don't know when or how. Some finish writing down their journey and others wish they could get back in time and fix all, but unfortunately there is no getting back from this road. We die! So quickly like a blink of an eye. Some leave behind their legacy and memories for people to remember for eras after they pass away, and others leave misery and sorrow and memories that fade away once they are gone!
I have had that life time experience in a few years of my life with a girl I used to call her heaven.
The definition of heaven is: a place or condition of utmost happiness. Which is something beyond our wildest imaginations. In my case I have defined that utmost happiness in a girl.
The most beautiful girl I ever laid eyes on, she was a breath taking angel that dropped down from the top of the universe to melt my heart and to fill my soul with the utmost desire. When looking to her glowing dark brown eyes, was like seeing the brightest stars in the darkest nights. When she passes by me I could smell her shinny black hair like the breeze of flowers in spring. When I hear her sweet velvet voice was like listening to whales singing deep down the ocean and when she smiles back to me it feels like standing in front of the gates of heaven. She was someone I could not live without and a chance for a life I could never blow away, but destiny wanted both of us in separate ways and I still don't understand how did we end up this way. My name is Ahmad. And I have experienced only 1500 days of Heaven.