Stop thinking that he will come back.
Stop finding history of reasons to resonate his 'hidden' feelings for you.
You are not God, and not someone's mom, that you will figure them out!
You are a normal human being, born into this earth to get a name, maybe some fame and Live.
Live anyways. Whatever happens, live through it.
And living contains all kinds of ingredients, darkness, sadness, loneliness, feeling of betrayal,
Everything
So live anyways.
Focus your energy and time into that goal of your life,.
The goal which is independent of humans or emotions
The goal which will directly influence, all aspects of your life.
Which will help you guide your way through the life with ease and comfort
You are not here to win everyone's heart
Or to sort everyone's life
You need to understand rejections are common
And people, really close people, leaving you, is also common
The world is in a wild rhythm,
Everyone is trying so hard to be selfish and I think that makes them sad
But it's alright bitch.
Live though it, leave all shits
Own a life you can call 'mine'
Do things for your benefit
Encourage your self
Encourage the best you can have
Don't run after temporary shits
Don't think that small things will even affect the big world around you.
Nah not at all
Nothing can take what you're worth
Till you are unapologetically YOU
In the aspects that matter
So be free, zoon out from toxic people
And let it sink for 2-5 days but then
Just let go and move on