Hey, It's been a while. How are you?
Months had passed by. Changes came and wishes came true. Instead of being happy and contented, I am dumped and close to being tired. It was an emotional roller coaster. Mental health is in complex wiring.
We are now in drought and do not know how to get up from it. I know, I know for sure if someone were to see the situation, they will say that it was still easy. But health cannot accept that. It was a torture and still is.
That was a first, I think. I was able to say what I had in mind. Cried because myself can't continue to do that. I pitied and stressed about it.
I have these "If only..."s. I think a lot when will this end? When will I get satisfied? What will make me contented?
I hope someday and time, hope the soonest, it will come.