I know you're thinking about me
In every pink-colored thing you see
In all sunrises you wake up to
In every corner of the room you walk about
I know behind your calm
Is a sea of thoughts
Undiscovered treasures buried deep
Emotions hurling like an uncontrollable tidal wave
I know as much as you try to hide it
Your cup's already full
And now it overflows
Trickling down its way to me
I know all your slip ups
And all your little "coincidences"
And every harmless mistakes
Were a part of your overthinking nature
I know you sent that message
Because you thought of me
In the midst of your vulnerability
Without the influence of alcohol
I know you unsent that message
Because you miss me
So dear, so tender, so cruel
But realized you weren't allowed to
I know you think of me
In all of your spare time
In all of your busy schedule
And in everything in between
I know you know the sundowns I sleep to are you
And the tears on my pillows are for you
And the scent on my sheets are yours
You know
We both know a lot of things
Without us saying a word
Not a single "hi"
Not even a proper goodbye