Death

Death bothers me.
Death is lonely and I despise it.

Every time I have witnessed a passing, my fear of death has substantially grown.

Life is all about people and experiences around you and losing it forever is terrifying.

I don't think the probability of life after death would ever ease my terror of knowing that it is impending.

I have heard people say that life and death are written and I don't agree with that because death is uncertain just like life.

Life happens and one day you leave. Poof! I remember this from Harry Potter.
After the poof, the people grieve and then they move on and those that don't end up in a state which makes death sweeter.

But the thought that makes me despair the most is not being able to say goodbye.
There is no last chance to let the people you love know that you are leaving forever and have one last meaningful moment with them.

I wish there was a life after death just to assure the alive that everything is okay and say a white lie that we will meet again one day.