I don't like what I see in the mirror
Curves, fats, and a mixture of ugliness
You mentioned I never envy ladies at my age
God knows how much I do
I just decided not to look to them beyond
Every time, I am facing the reality when I hear murmurs coming from you
The laughters telling me I am fat
The side remarks mentioning I should just wear a sack
Quotations saying I look like a tank
Everything is echoing as if I am the ugliest virus in the world
You crashed the tiniest confidence I have for myself
The tiniest confidence which makes me look straight to the road I am taking
The thing that sustain me and my mental state
I hate this body but you made me hate it more
The social standards make me feel this way
....not belong
.....unrightful
.....unloved
.....sad
......not worthy of anything
For those who stand with me, please hold on. Cut the stigma. We may not be beautiful in the view of society but time will come that every shape will be beautiful. I am with you. I love you all.