I don’t know if I can still write anymore
Since it feels tainted by you down to my core
But I know not how else to get these thoughts out of mind
You’re part of a past, I’m struggling to forget and leave behind
I don’t know if I can even continue
It just feels empty, I don’t know what to do
So I get these thoughts out, and I write and write
Hoping to find meaning somewhere in the light
I never thought something could haunt me this way
To the point where I’ve run out of things to say
To the point where I’m close to just giving in
Creeping so far under my skin
So this just might be my last
Because of a tainted experience in the past
And if I find myself able to go on
I’ll wait for that day like the break of dawn