For Worse or For Better?

I don't know how to describe this feeling
So many emotions, just so confusing
A mix of frustration, adoration, and joy
Oh the things that you've done to this lost boy

I don't know how to tell you, how to elaborate, and explain
The words tend to come and go like a runaway train
But the feeling does stay ever so the same
And when I see you, it grows, like adding fuel to a flame

I don't know what you did, and now I can't stop
I can only think of you when my eyelids drop
When I'm laying in my bed, staring in the dark
I find you on my mind for you somehow left a mark

I don't know what to do, but explore what I feel
I need to find out if any of this is real
I need to be sure, before I go any further
If this feeling for you is for worse or for better