It is human nature to convert pain to anger and wrath. A defense mechanism gifted by nature to help us determine when we need to protect ourselves.
Surprisingly, I have just yet to discover that you can convert pain into a different kind of motivation. A motive that is not destructive nor distracting. More of a more understanding and considerate motive.
However, going against the natural flow of our innate instincts needs a lot of composure and a lot of energy at the same time.
Today, my energy has been drained. Leaving little to no time to cry.
But setting all of this aside. I am in pain.