Covering tears with smiles;
Trusting what I know to be fake
Believing things there never were
I just go on….wit my life
Seeing u grow miles apart
Wondering was I at fault….
Seeing u go when I need u most
Broken promises….reminders now
Of a distant past…
I wait…
Aimless…purposeless…soulless
Shying away from u
Lost in ocean of thoughts
I seek solace in dark…,
As grains of sand fall…
Caught in a vortex of emotions..
I wait for the End..
Shedding tears at words that have
Lost meaning….words like I love u
Wings clipped,
Hopes stripped,
I sit…
Wiping tears from the
Mess that my life is now….