280 days - To feel her first KISS

           The death bed of 2016 were bestowed with heavy torrents of rain.. December rains are as beautiful as her long locks of hair. It was during one such night when darkness embraced everything and even a cat's eye couldn't trace out things.. They had Parked their car under a tree since the road was flooded. Rain was as heavy as their breathes.. The Rain, the darkness, the chillness and the warmth in their hug.. everything had tempted the amateur souls of that couple. The mud on the car and the impurity of their souls were washed by the kisses of rain.

          The moment of Ecstasy ended with a fraction of a second's kiss. Being a sperm, I had to compete with millions of my competitors to get stuck in my Mother's womb. She still doesn't have any idea about me. She's a dark flower. Dark, yet beautiful. At the moment I entered her womb her face glowed like an evening's sunset.. She looked at her reflection in the front mirror and her lips twitched into a deep satisfactory smile. Hope she enjoyed the moment at which I entered her. I don't know much about my dad. He is well built and looks like an Athenian statue.. At the moment I left his body he was loosing his strength ..Wait a second. They aren't my parents yet.. I don't know whether they'll get married. They just uttered a 'Love you' aftermath that love making session.

           It's been around 80 days. They both were very happy. They met daily,had dinners at weekend and then he dropped her at home. She lived with her friends. From their conversations I  roughly assumed that she had been brought up with every comforts but she wasn't as rich as him..Days passed..One day she looked nervous. She felt uncomfortable. She wasn't able to eat anything from the afternoon coz she felt nauseated. When she was about to drink water she suddenly dropped the jug and ran towards the washbasin. She looked petrified. She then made a gentle touch over her tummy. I was just a heap of flesh as my organs aren't even distinguishable.. She looked pathetic.. I wish I could comfort her but I know I can't. I felt terrific because she went to a Pharmacy. I feared that she'd buy some pills which would dissolve me and make me an oblivion.. Fortunately She bought  some kit to clarify her doubt. Yeah..! She confirmed my presence..

          A dawn and a dusk passed. She asked him to pick her up for the evening's coffee. She opened up my topic to him. She elaborated her dreams about me. She insisted him to reveal about their love to his parents. He looked pale. I haven't seen him like this in this past 82 days. He seemed to be confused. He comforted himself by saying that she was just kidding him. But when she pestered on their marriage he became a beast. I saw frowns and rage on his face. I didn't know that he'll react this way. He abused her using  mean words which made her cry. He then relaxed and with a flirting tone asked her to do me something to me for which she refused. Later I came to know that 'something' was ABORTION. She came home angrily, cried for a while and then she became quite.

            Calm sea has it's own beauty. No waves, no high tides, still it has lives within it. It remains saline to keep the organisms alive. Her saline tears had kept me alive. She had changed her residence. She then made plans for my future, my life and everything. What could I do for her in return..? I'll never hurt her by asking my father's name. He isn't my father because he left me just as a drop but my mother had bared me for 280 days as blood and flesh within her womb. And now I have come out to see my beautiful mom who's my world. With her first kiss on my forehead, the salinity of her tears had started to taste sweet. She once cherished his kisses but later did she knew that they were out of Lust. And now,I kissed her and these are the Kisses of Love..!