it took me a very long time before i finally decide to expose my writings in public.
the idea of being an amateur has always hold me back from sharing things with the world but so what! what's the worst that can happen ?people judgements ? well, people won't stop their judgements because it's sort of their humain nature.there's always an exception to a general rule yeah i know but believe me the exceptions in this case are very rare.
so after realising that. i took the very first step by creation a blog. a place where i can express myself. i thought by doing that i solved the problem but that wasn't the case cause i tried many nights to post something but my brain betrayed me, i was out of thoughts.
this morning i had to do some stuff outside ,the weather was cold ,gloomy but weirdly relaxing wich pushed me to take a walk, during this precious 30 minutes walk i experienced some kind of deep wise thinking and at the end i realised that the changes i was waiting for and the life changing experience i badly wanted simply won't happen if i don't get up and make it happen myself