When the thought of you gone first occurred to me, I felt like the world just tumbled on me. I couldn't see what's ahead of me, I lost my direction. And everything became blurry.
It was hard. I couldn't concentrate on my work. Sometimes I find myself staring blankly into the screen. I can't help think of you. I can't help wonder where did it go wrong. I can't understand why it had to happen. I can't accept the truth. I lost my hope.
It went on for a while. I was afraid I'd never smile again. But I survive. Day by day I struggle. I push myself to be happy. And now I am.
I thought life is over after you. I am right, in a different way. My miserable life was over after you're gone. I may have been happy with you, but I'm happier now without you.