When I am sick I wake up to drink my medicine on time
I am the one who will cook my own food
I am the who will buy the groceries
I am the one that will go to the doctor
When someone is sick I'll do the same.
When there is a problem I will fix it because I have a lot on the line.
There is so much responsibilities on my shoulders and you will never see me give up.
Because I don't have time to think about why I should.
Its a survival. I need to keep moving for me not to be drown with all the chaos that is happening around me.
You might feel you are incompetent when you are with me but that is not the case.
For 15 years I did it on my own.
For 15 years,it was my life .
Maybe some will think I'm independent but thats not it I did it to survive.
I needed to.
Maybe some will think I'm too strong but thats not it I did it because I have no choice.
I needed to.
You will never me see stuck in my room for days because I don't want to.
You will never see me focus on a current problem for too long because I have a lot on queue
You will never me see me breakdown if its not too much.
But you will see them all , when I let you inside.
What you see outside is far more different on the inside
Will you still want to come in?